Wednesday, February 17, 2010

watching the days burning out like a cigarette

Lets close these eyes of mine and just give into this full fledged.

The smell of sea salt wafting in the warm breeze. The hot sun touching every surface of my skin like tiny needles. The change between light and dark beneath my lids caused by the swaying palm fronds above me like an umbrella. And the combination of the waves crashing the shore and laughter brings gasms to my ears.

"My Paradise." MI PARAISO.

This anxiousness is getting the best of me. I tell myself, that lately days have been passing me by like crazy, but when I count down the days till I'm at Mi Paraiso, the sand in the hour glass seems to have gone too thick. Slipping through in small increments. It'd be a lot easier if I had things to keep me busy, allowing time to whiz on by. Even surprising myself that its just a day away. But, that's just not the case. I sit at home watching the the light shine through my blinds cascade itself on my wall. I watch it creep along my walls, changing from lightness to darkness. Another day crossed off, and a day gained to those white sands. As for now, all i could do is close these eyes of mine and let myself go. Go to that place where breezes are warm with wet whispers from the ocean are cool against my face, and those white sands pass through my hour glass in an everlasting continuum.

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